I was starving all day! I have no idea why, but i was clearly stuck in the problem not the solution…

Every meal i ate, which essentially was a good meal, i then added a bit on… so i had my breakfast smoothie, followed by a couple of pancakes. We had duck, chips and tomato and avocado salad for lunch, followed by a couple of squares of 78 percent chocolate. Then we weren’t going to eat until 8.45pm because Child2 had gym, and i was famished about 6pm so i decided to have a little snack of sushi. Then bbq for dinner (rib of beef, potato wedges, coleslaw and carrot salad. So fairly good but not within my 3 meals with no second helpings!

The weather is boiling and i’d got down my summer dresses. I know I’ve lost a bit of weight because there were some i wouldn’t have been able to get into at the start of this month. I don’t know if that was the headfuck that made me want to eat more. Maybe hormones…? It’s certainly nothing i can put my finger on, although the lack of routine these last few days means i haven’t done any OA literature, meetings, even praying. Why do things seem so obvious when you write them down?!